My childhood dream was to be a wife and mother. I didn’t expect to still find myself working in a daycare two years after college, my dreams unfulfilled. I’ve watched many of my peers move forward to new seasons of life, while my restless heart wonders what to do next, where to go next, and anxiously asks why my dreams aren’t my reality. I’d thought I’d be a stay-at-home mom with three children by now, but instead I’m working to care for other people’s children and wrestling with how to hold joy and longing in the same breath.



